Thursday, April 08, 2004

Wednesday, April 07, 2004

http://www.livejournal.com/~chikadora
my new home!ahaha!
Tuesday, April 06, 2004

im gonna move to livejournal!hehe.katamad na rin kc gumawa ng site..and mas madali dun;)
i watched the passion of the christ last night.man...i cried lots of times.it was a guilt trip and up til now,im still thinking abt it.im thinking of my every move,if im worth it.man,oh man.will this feelings last forever or is it for a time lang?
tangna..
Saturday, April 03, 2004

hey you guys..pls answer then send to hun_lulu@yahoo.com!thanks so much!luv u mwah!
Hi! We are 2nd year psychology students conducting a survey regarding belongingness in a group. Please answer the following accordingly. Thank you.
Assuming that you are with a particular group of friends, rate each statement below with the given scale. Write your answers on the blanks beside each number.
1 – don’t agree
2 – slightly disagree
3 – neutral
4 – slightly agree
5 – totally agree
_____ 1. When you disagree with what most of your friends are saying, you tend to keep quiet.
_____ 2. You are the one who always decides where to eat.
_____ 3. You have more connections than your friends.
_____ 4. You easily come up with a consensus regarding decision making with your friends.
_____ 5. You always tend to listen to everyone’s problems.
_____ 6.You are close with everyone else in your group.
_____ 7. When your friends are pulling a practical joke, you tend to go along with them.
_____ 8. You want your friends to be with you everywhere you go.
_____ 9.Most of the group’s decision comes from you.
_____ 10. You tend to buy the things that your friends have.
_____ 11. You envision that you will be the most successful in your group in the future.
_____ 12. In a social gathering, you tend to introduce yourself first.
_____ 13. You always find yourself debating about everything with your friends.
_____ 14. You’d rather let your friends shine in an activity.
_____ 15. Everyone in your group is at ease to talk with you about everything.
_____ 16. You always blame your friends when trouble arises.
_____ 17. You tend to excel in everything you do.
_____ 18. You are the spokesperson in your group.
_____ 19.Given a critical problem, you’d rather save yourself over your group of friends.
_____ 20. You always try to please everyone in your group.
_____ 21.You feel that you treat everyone equally.
_____ 22. In a normal conversation, you tend to beat what everyone else is saying.
_____ 23. You don’t want to share any idea with your group.
_____ 24. You easily persuade other in decision making.
_____ 25. You believe that you are more knowledgeable in most of the discussion you have.
_____ 26. You always grab attention from your friends.
_____ 27. You get irritated when you haven’t seen your friends.
_____ 28. When your groups of friends are going out of town, you will by no means change your schedule to join them.
_____ 29. Your taste in clothes, music, etc, tends to be similar with your friends.
_____ 30. If two people in your group had a fight, you tend to patch things up.
_____ 31. You have more extracurricular activities than your friends.
_____ 32. You tend to stand out by the way you dress when you are with your friends.
_____ 33. You are the one who always decides what movie to watch.
_____ 34. In a party, you get easily influenced by your friends to do things that you don’t usually do.
_____ 35. Upon receiving your test results, you compare your grades with your friends.
_____ 36. You think you’re always right even if most of your friends disagree.
_____ 37. You tend to do more work than the others in a group project.
_____ 38. Your friends got caught doing something wrong, you tend to cover up with them.
_____ 39.you have more connections than your friends in a group.
_____ 40. You feel pressured to be in a relationship because all of them have boyfriends/girlfriends.
hey you guys..pls answer then send to hun_lulu@yahoo.com!thanks so much!luv u mwah!
Hi! We are 2nd year psychology students conducting a survey regarding belongingness in a group. Please answer the following accordingly. Thank you.
Assuming that you are with a particular group of friends, rate each statement below with the given scale. Write your answers on the blanks beside each number.
1 – don’t agree
2 – slightly disagree
3 – neutral
4 – slightly agree
5 – totally agree
_____ 1. When you disagree with what most of your friends are saying, you tend to keep quiet.
_____ 2. You are the one who always decides where to eat.
_____ 3. You have more connections than your friends.
_____ 4. You easily come up with a consensus regarding decision making with your friends.
_____ 5. You always tend to listen to everyone’s problems.
_____ 6.You are close with everyone else in your group.
_____ 7. When your friends are pulling a practical joke, you tend to go along with them.
_____ 8. You want your friends to be with you everywhere you go.
_____ 9.Most of the group’s decision comes from you.
_____ 10. You tend to buy the things that your friends have.
_____ 11. You envision that you will be the most successful in your group in the future.
_____ 12. In a social gathering, you tend to introduce yourself first.
_____ 13. You always find yourself debating about everything with your friends.
_____ 14. You’d rather let your friends shine in an activity.
_____ 15. Everyone in your group is at ease to talk with you about everything.
_____ 16. You always blame your friends when trouble arises.
_____ 17. You tend to excel in everything you do.
_____ 18. You are the spokesperson in your group.
_____ 19.Given a critical problem, you’d rather save yourself over your group of friends.
_____ 20. You always try to please everyone in your group.
_____ 21.You feel that you treat everyone equally.
_____ 22. In a normal conversation, you tend to beat what everyone else is saying.
_____ 23. You don’t want to share any idea with your group.
_____ 24. You easily persuade other in decision making.
_____ 25. You believe that you are more knowledgeable in most of the discussion you have.
_____ 26. You always grab attention from your friends.
_____ 27. You get irritated when you haven’t seen your friends.
_____ 28. When your groups of friends are going out of town, you will by no means change your schedule to join them.
_____ 29. Your taste in clothes, music, etc, tends to be similar with your friends.
_____ 30. If two people in your group had a fight, you tend to patch things up.
_____ 31. You have more extracurricular activities than your friends.
_____ 32. You tend to stand out by the way you dress when you are with your friends.
_____ 33. You are the one who always decides what movie to watch.
_____ 34. In a party, you get easily influenced by your friends to do things that you don’t usually do.
_____ 35. Upon receiving your test results, you compare your grades with your friends.
_____ 36. You think you’re always right even if most of your friends disagree.
_____ 37. You tend to do more work than the others in a group project.
_____ 38. Your friends got caught doing something wrong, you tend to cover up with them.
_____ 39.you have more connections than your friends in a group.
_____ 40. You feel pressured to be in a relationship because all of them have boyfriends/girlfriends.
Friday, March 19, 2004

let me not go into details.it concerns me and dwarf.astig sa tennis court.haha.kakaiba!
when i woke up..damn.i had the urge to do it.yikes.but it's all because of the dream.
waaaahhh!!!!!
*ayoko nang mag-isa,ayoko nang mag-isa,ayoko nang mag-isa!!!*ANSWER
friendster survey..waah!wlang magawa!
BRIEFLY: Who/What comes
to your mind when
these things are mentioned?
Mornings:
-FUCK!school again!
Lunch:
- card games in GP!
Afternoons:
- "i wanna go home!"
Evenings:
- SLEEP!!!
Mall:
- movie and shopping!
Movie:
- movie every week!
Arcade:
- my kiddo moments
Restos:
- yummy food_bonding
Carparks:
- "puta!wla na tyong parking space!"
Music:
- house
Cars:
- w/ a cutie kalbo driving!haha!
Chocolate:
- trix
Beer:
- San Mig Strong Ice
Cream Puffs:
- fatty
Blue:
- the school in ateneo
Green:
- ANIMO LA SALLE!
Yellow:
- lucky shirt color ni kevin!
Orange:
- TAPAT
Hate:
- mayabang,rude,pakialameras
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
---Which do you Prefer---
1.WHITE OR RED ROSES?
- white
2.ORIGINAL OR COPY?
- original
3.FAME, FORTUNE OR BOTH?
- fortune
4.RICKY MARTIN OR WILLIAM HUNG(AMERICAN IDOL)?
- tangna..ricky martin!(william hung.."she BUNGS,she BUNGS")
5.INCUBUS CONCERT OR KEITH MARTIN CONCERT?
- Incubus!
6.CSI OR CSI:MIAMI?
- CSI!csi miami is so nakakabobo..no substance!
7.MULLET, MOHAWK, OR DREADLOCKS?
- Dreadlocks :P
8.LIFE OR DEATH?
- Life
9.RING(JAPANESE VER) OR THE RING(AMERICAN VER)?
- Japanese!
10.MUDSLIDE OR BAILEYS
- baileys!
----Question & Answer----
1.If you were the very last person on earth,
what would be the last thing you do before you
die?
- have sex with...ahaha
2.If you could kill someone with no problems at
all, who would it be?
- freaking "michelle aka visitor,observer"
3.Do you agree with Same-Sex Marriage?
- pwede as long as it's not me.hehe
4.How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?
- 3
5.If you were in a party at Europe and someone
with the same sex kissed you on the lips, what
would you do?
- huwaat?!id kiss her back!kidding!id push her away from me!
6.If you could turn back time, What year would
you turn the time back to?
- HS years!
7.If you could change your age, what age would
you change yourself into?
- 1-7 coz i was a spoiled kid.hehe
----About secrets----
1.Do you have a crush?
- is that a question?malamang oo..
2.Is he/she in your friends list
- uh-huh!
3.how long has he/she been your crush?
- ung isa,2 yrs.ung isa,8 months?
4.what is first letter of his/her name?
- secret na un!haha
5.Name a song that you want to personally sing
in front of him/her?
- ung kay lea salonga..forgot the title!ahaha.senti na to!
6.In your whole life, Have you ever puffed the
magic dragon?
- I have no idea what that is..
7.When was the last time you got drunk?
- lagi ako drunk e..d ko lam
---Last Question---
SPECIFICALLY, Name someone who will/might answer
this survey?
- lahat ng mga bored ass=)
Wednesday, March 17, 2004

no matter how hard i try to avoid this topic,it still haunts me.thus,im writing this one despite the fact that i dont want to talk abt it.
it sucks to see couples blurting out their affection and intimacy in public.it makes us squirm in our seats and want to not look(but our etes are still glued to what they're doing!) and shout,"go fuck in some other place". hehe.am i selos?inggit?well duh!isnt it freaking obvious?
yesterday in dlsu,i wanted not think abt it but heck,i still thought of it.as i was seeing these couples,i came to wonder,'what if it was me?'SHRAP siguro.hehe.
reality check
CB,now has someone in mind.i talked to my two bestbuds abt it and they had two different solutions but in the end,it all boils down to one thing.that is,i shouldnt let the moment pass me by.it's like in my bestfriend's wedding.i dont quite remember the exact phrase,i think it goes like this..(hmm..pano ko nga ba sasabihin?)..if there's a chance to tell the one you love how u feel..go for it.it's just that in sa movie,may moment ek-ek part.
HUN asked me na y do we bacome torpe when we're infront of the one we love?ya nga naman..bakit?parang we get torpe pag nandyan na.umuurong ung dila natin kung baga.MAAN told me to let it all go,i mean sabihin ko na para ndi na raw ako forevr hurt.it's like one time big time.go go go go.tell him.
fudge.yep,i wanna tell him.but it's so hard.i dont want to ruin our friendship and kc may moment sha ngayon with the new girl.and di ko lam pano sasabihin sakanya.DILEMMA.
next reality check.(ito mejo ok na ng onte)
as some of u know,he is from dlsu.i barely see him and wen i do..he's super mayabang.pero the other day,as we were abt to go to my dreaded orgchem..i saw him!out of the blue!=) take note:dugyot ako nun.tangna.of all the days na makita ko sha. ok lang naman kc lahat ng pagkaasar ko sa sarili ko..nawala!all because he smiled at me.lam mo un.sarap ng feeling e.up until the night,kahit iniwan ako ng nanay ko sa bahay ng pinsan ko,ndi ako naasar kc happy ako.and it's all because of him.and there i thought,asar ako sakanya.turned out,ndi pla.asar ako saknya kc gusto ko na sha kalimutan.pero sa isang iglap..nakngteteng,nwala galit ko sa pagkayabang nya.
when i saw him,parang gusto ko na sha i-hug!at tuwang-tuwa ako sa mga tao.taz ung orgchem..naenjoy ko.puta noh?anong klase un?now i can prove na tama ung sinabi sakin ni chesca pongos na kahit anong sama ng araw mo,pag nakita mo mahal mo...nwawala lahat.tangna noh?
haay..hanggang dito na lang ba ako?up to tingin at imahinasyon na lang?and just like waht chino asked me,"pang-friend lang ba ako?as in hindi ba pwedeng iba?"sucks.
just like hun told me..natraffic lang siguro boylet ko.SANA..(w/ catt's intonation!)
i'l tel myself one thing..everything comes in the right time.
post note:
sa dinami-dami ng niloloko sakin na boys(lahat ng boys na makasalamuha ko sa lasalle)ng mga magaganda kong kaibigan..bkt sa reality..wla akong ganun?hanggang lokohan at asaran at kunwaring kilig na lang ba?
KUNG ORAS KO NA,ORAS KO NA
Thursday, March 04, 2004

friday rest!yay!my consolation day of the week.a day of relaxation!screw school and my dentist appointment for this day.today,it's all TV,internet and pigging out.haha.
yesterday
haay.thought my misery would end last tuesday.hehe,yesterday was less of hassle but hey..it still sucked.like any other day this week,it's so so damn hot.summer is finally here!heck..the heat is scorching everyone's skin.thursday means orgchem lab->the classroom is the hottest classroom ever!well anyway,usually, mr.light is so nice.but yesterday,i think he had menopause.of all the days that il forget to bring my lab manual, it's the day that he's gonna check the manuals.and if it's not enough,he's so rude to everyone and he practically tore my head off while asking how much chemical thingy i put in our flower extract.my fault din nman..i asked kc for the other group's excess liquid coz we accidentally threw the vital stuff and left the unimpt stuff in our flasks.so anyway,my point is..mr.light sucked that time.and his lab period occupied 3 hrs.bwisit.
orgchem...waah.it's really fucking confusing man.one thing abt tuesdays and thursdays...I DONT LIKE.na-ah.kaya if it's after orgchem..DONT BUG ME..I MIGHT BITE.






